I am in the hospital as I have been for three weeks. No drugs and no alcohol, just medication. I feel strange. No highs, just a haze. I find it hard to focus but as time floats by, I feel better, I think. Maybe just different.   My eyes open a second time, the colour […]

Like dew on a fine winter’s day As a petal blown through the breeze             Fragile and insignificant                   Like man’s fiery dreams and sea of desire So will memories and tears Fade and disappear   Cast off into the abyss Lost in a distant universe of time Like the petal blown through the breeze Watched by a […]

I see a world out there that is functioning as a society of creatures of humankind and wonder how I fit into this collection of souls wandering the Earth looking for meaning? I too wander trying to find meaning. but often feel as I suppose many do feel alienation of both mind and body , […]

Sudden Blackness. Senses dissipate into an eerie silence, Eyes feel a mucous growth blocking all possibility of sight. Pain along my cheek. I try to gasp and let out a terrifying yell but nothing registering, just pain. A sense of falling ever-increasing. Speed may reach a terminal velocity. Pain disappears.Bright orange glow emanating from my […]

A rose by any other name would smell. I often feel alone. Alienated… going up the wall… yet no-one can hear me, no-one knows the way I feel perhaps, I sit and ponder existence… there is hope but as I reflect on my ideal self… lost somewhere. I wonder who will help, I wonder who […]

It is getting colder. Grey mists envelope my soul.Will I reach my destination? Snow all around. I’m lost in clouds. I keep going. Each muscle in my body twitching. The destination unknown… All I need is a blanket, a warm drink and a place to lay my head down. Must keep going. My eyes are […]

Nutrition of the mind I watch the chip packet slowly emptying as each chip I place into my mouth with great delight; the salt excites that bitter part of my tongue; of savoury delight of the new bacon and egg flavoured chips swim down my gullet. I HAVE BEEN DREAMING OF THIS FEAST FOR EIGHT […]

To the clouds that I sing to. The tears of joy that your praise sings to me; the way you smile,in the way your form sings… I see your shape in a thousand ways. Your moisture fills my heart with a memory I save… to feel your presence within my being; the strength of life […]

Tears fallen on Earth from above… Clouds drifting like sheets blowing through the breezes on a clothes-line. We wonder about life, its purpose its ironies, the way the meal smells in a distant fragrance designed to increase appetite and bond us as a human force.The tears that fall to Earth mercy from above renewing life […]